Riina Grethiel Leppoja

From Fertility Anxiety and Heartbreak to Calm, Resilient, Embodied Hope

You want to become a mother. But somewhere along the way, it started to hurt.

You track. You plan. You try. You hope. And every month feels like another emotional rollercoaster. Maybe you’re going through IVF or IUI. Maybe you’ve experienced loss. Maybe you quietly wonder, “What if it never happens for me?”

You may feel broken. Ashamed. Like your body is betraying you. But you are not broken. And your body is not working against you. Often, beneath fertility struggles, there is stress, fear, grief, and subconscious patterns that keep your nervous system in survival mode. When your body feels safe, everything begins to shift.

A Client’s Journey: From Panic to Peace

One of my clients came to me feeling completely consumed by fertility anxiety. Every cycle felt like a verdict. Every negative test confirmed her worst fear — that something was wrong with her. She carried deep pressure — from time, from family expectations, from herself. She was constantly “on,” trying to control the outcome. Her nervous system never rested.

Through our work together using RTT and the Peer Fertility Method, we uncovered subconscious beliefs formed in childhood around approval, responsibility, and worth.

She realized she had learned to equate love with pressure. Achievement with safety. Performance with belonging.

And unconsciously, she was bringing that same pattern into her fertility journey.

Her breakthrough came when she emotionally separated from those inherited expectations and chose herself.

Her body softened. Her urgency eased. The panic quieted.

For the first time in years, she felt calm in her own body. She stopped obsessing over pregnancy and began trusting her body instead of fighting it. While she is still on her journey, she now feels emotionally safe, grounded, and hopeful again.

And that shift — from fear to safety — is powerful.

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How I Support You

As a qualified Rapid Transformational Therapy professional (RTT®), trained in the Peer Fertility Method developed by Marisa Peer, I work at the subconscious level — where fertility-related stress patterns often begin.

Together, we:

  • Identify and release hidden beliefs affecting your body

  • Gently process grief, fear, and past loss

  • Regulate your nervous system

  • Shift from pressure and urgency into trust and safety

  • Rebuild your identity beyond “trying to conceive”

This is not about forcing pregnancy. It’s about creating emotional conditions that support your body — and restoring your sense of wholeness along the way.

Why This Work Is Personal to Me

Fertility work feels like a calling. My grandmother was a women’s doctor who supported countless women through fertility, pregnancy, and birth — often under incredibly difficult circumstances. Even after profound hardship during World War II, she continued serving women with limited resources and unwavering belief in their strength.

She also gave birth to her youngest child — my mother — at the age of 40. Her resilience and devotion to women’s health deeply shaped me. Supporting women on their fertility journey feels like honoring that legacy — continuing a thread of strength, compassion, and belief in women’s bodies.

This work is not just professional for me. It is purposeful.

What You Can Experience Through Our Work

Women I work with often experience:

  • Significant reduction in fertility anxiety

  • Emotional relief from guilt, shame, or grief

  • Greater nervous system regulation and calm

  • Renewed trust in their body

  • Stronger boundaries around external pressure

  • A restored sense of identity beyond fertility

Most importantly — they feel hope again.

Not fragile hope. Grounded hope.

Imagine This…

You wake up and pregnancy is no longer the first anxious thought in your mind. You attend appointments feeling steady instead of panicked. You can hold hope without spiraling. You feel emotionally safe in your own body. Whether your journey is short or long, you feel strong enough to walk it. That emotional stability creates a healthier internal environment — mentally and physically — to support your fertility journey.

Your Next Step

If you are ready to move from fear and emotional overwhelm into calm, grounded hope, I invite you to book a discovery call. Let’s gently explore what your subconscious may be holding — and begin shifting it. You deserve support on this journey.

Success Stories from The Peer Fertility Method

These women achieved their dream of motherhood using the same Peer Fertility Method techniques you'll experience in our work together:

"After three failed IVF attempts where I produced no eggs, doctors told me to give up or use donor eggs. I used the Peer Fertility Method and became pregnant naturally within seven weeks—without any fertility drugs. I'm now seven months pregnant with our son. The method helped me think of myself as a mother-to-be even during the difficult times."

— Susannah D.

"I conceived all four of my children through IVF using these techniques. My doctor didn't think my first embryos would survive transfer, but I used the visualization and mental conditioning exercises, and I became pregnant on every single attempt. I'm one of my IVF clinic's biggest success stories because of this method."

— Helen C.

"After a long period without success, the hypnotherapy session was the key to me becoming pregnant. Marina was born nine months later. My husband and I are extremely grateful."

— Lucille S.

"I had terminated a pregnancy at twenty-one weeks because my baby had a serious heart defect. I was riddled with guilt and fear. After just one session using this method, I felt at peace about the baby I lost. I became pregnant within two months and gave birth to the loveliest little boy—happy, healthy and such a blessing. At forty-two, I had him exactly eleven months after my session."

— Laura D.

Professional experience

Practicing Since: 2026

Completed Certifications

  • Peer Fertility Coach

  • Rapid Transformational Therapist

  • Certified Hypnotherapist

Recognitions or mentions:

I have been a meditation teacher for over 25 years and have maintained a personal daily meditation practice for nearly 30 years. This allows me to deeply support clients who value spirituality, mind-body awareness, and nervous system regulation as part of their healing and fertility journey.

Additional information:

My background as a professional artist has also given me a deep understanding of emotional expression, identity, and the subconscious creative mind. This enriches the way I support women in reconnecting with their bodies and inner sense of possibility.

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